Also, I feel like I am kind of bound to be a huge disappointment to the National Merit Scholarship Committee and UCF’s merit scholarship program in general because I want nothing more than to find some low-key career somewhere that I love and feel passionate about and I really don’t think that’s the outcome they were hoping for when they funded my college, but I don’t want to be some big name researcher or manager of some giant program or company or any of the other things that the school wants to be able to brag about their alumni doing.
I keep thinking about my college graduation in a week and a half, and how different it’ll be from my high school graduation. High school I was surrounded by all the people I loved best in the world and we were all in it together, me and all these people I’d spent the last 4-7 years with and it was just this grand moment tying it all together.
And here at UCF I’m graduating all by myself because everyone is taking longer with their degrees or pursuing other things that college or they’re just a year or so younger. Maybe that’s why none of this feels real, because I’m the only one it’s happening to, and everything will keep going forward. High School graduation felt like the end or an era where nothing will be the same, college graduation reminds me that everything will go on without me, and I’ll be the one who is supposed to change.
also I paid like 70 dollars to rent robes and when it comes down to it it’ll be just me and a whole ton of strangers and then my parents somewhere out in the audience.
and I miss cheering and yelling for my best friends as they walked across the stage, and I remember how I was expecting to hear a few cheers when they called my name and then there was this ridiculous loud noise because 3 of our boyfriends were a year younger and at different schools so they’d formed this group of loud yelling people in the stands and they were cheering for each other’s friends/family and I remember graduation parties and goodbyes and all of us going off to college.
And I realize next Sunday it’ll be just me.
can someone tell me why the fuck d&d have made the choice to have margaery ignorant of joffrey’s murder when the whole fucking point is that she helps plan it to protect herself as well as to give her more leverage over her husband (she would have more control over 8 year old tommen than sociopathic 14 year old joffrey) and now she’s acting all bewildered and like she’s cursed
margaery creates her fate margaery is a player she isn’t played there’s real trust and honesty between margaery and olenna and olenna would not act without her consent because that’s what makes them different from the lannisters
what the fuck are d&d doing
This is something I found odd because in the show Margaery is much more of an active player than in the books [I believe GRRM has said that Show! Margaery, being aged up, is a lot more cunning than Book!Margaery, although the show version is what the book one could be in later years] but either way I thought it was really strange that Margaery didn’t know?
Sansa Stark meme || (1/10) Scenes
↳ “He speaks more gently than Joffrey, she thought, but the queen spoke to me gently too. He is still a Lannister, her brother and Joff’s uncle, and no friend. Once she had loved Prince Joffrey with all her heart, and admired and trusted his mother, the queen. They had repaid that love and trust with her father’s head. Sansa would never make that mistake again.”
Of all those at the high table, only Sansa Stark was not smiling. He could have loved her for that, but if truth be told the Stark girl’s eyes were far away, as if she had not even seen the ludicrous riders loping toward her.
it genuinely confuses me when people say things like, “but Littlefinger helped Sansa out by getting her away from King’s Landing! she’d have died if he hadn’t, because everyone thought she killed Jofffey!”
but he was the one who framed her for Joffrey’s murder??
and he was also the one who provoked Joffrey into killing her dad???
and he kind of started the war that got her trapped in King’s Landing in the first place????
Well, what did you expect, dwarf?
T o m m e n o f H o u s e B a r a t h e o n
the First of His Name. King of the Andals, the Rhoynar and the First Men, Lord of the Seven Kingdoms
Game of Thrones S04E03